Hello Gorgeous Girl. It's been a while since I've written anything, but I think of you constantly every minute of the day. I was too upset to write on my birthday as I couldn't stop thinkig about how you enjoyed birthdays and loved being in charge of present and card opening. It was Dad's birthday yesterday - you knew that already didn't you gorgeous girl xx. It was just another day without you. No more special days anymore. Just painful, empty days that go on and on. I know that you're always with me Abs because I find white feathers all the time and I've seen so many butterflies this summer - all visible signs to show me, although you're with me contantly, you live within me gorgeous girl, you always will. Night night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite, see you in the morning, see you when the sun comes up, night night gorgeous girl, love you xxxxxxx All my love, Mum xxxxxxx From Clare on 15/11/2011